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Tracking a Shadow

My Lived Experiment with MS

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A memoir of the author's twenty-five-year, self-designed experiment with a nonpharmaceutical approach to multiple sclerosis and of the indomitable mother who taught her to meet trouble with active resistance.

When novelist Edith Forbes experienced her first episode of multiple sclerosis in 1993, few treatments existed. The famously crippling disease was a medical mystery, its cause unknown and its course unpredictable. The only medical advice Forbes received then was to "simply live your life." She had other ideas.

Forbes grew up on a ranch in Wyoming, raised by a widowed mother who met challenges head on. Besides shouldering responsibility for seven children and a cattle ranch, Forbes's dynamo mother had ambitions to change the world. As a forward-thinking woman in a largely male business, she became a model of tenacity and independence for her daughter.

After her MS diagnosis, Forbes turned her fear into action, immersing herself in the medical literature to search for ideas. Finding an unexpected connection between the medical information and her own knowledge of agriculture, she embarked on a self-designed experiment that continues to this day.

Tracking a Shadow weaves together the story of Forbes's personal twenty-five-year medical experiment with a memoir of the mother whose constant determination to look for better answers shaped the author's unique approach to her disease.

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      In this memoir, a novelist recounts how she embarked on a personal medical experiment after exhibiting symptoms of multiple sclerosis. In 1993, at the age of 38, Forbes began to feel the sensation of her nerves prickling. She visited her family doctor, but treatments for MS at that time were heavily limited. The physician told her to "go live your life and see if the symptoms come back." The author lived on a small farm in Vermont. Her father was a rancher with a Harvard education who conducted an experiment in the hope of revolutionizing cattle breeding. When Forbes' symptoms returned in 1995, she began to research MS in detail. This led her to start an experiment of her own that involved avoidance of milk products, which she felt caused flare-ups. Later, she received a formal diagnosis of MS. The memoir also explores other key life events, such as the author's coming out, caring for her ill mother, and dealing with a lawsuit filed by her brother concerning the family's cattle business problems. Forbes shares her accumulated knowledge of MS and advocates the importance of personal choice when considering treatment. She is an expressive writer who can deftly pinpoint the emotions associated with having MS: "Life now included a permanent shadow companion that often sleeps but could cripple or kill when it wakes up." The author draws on her scientific knowledge of the disease but never resorts to confounding medical jargon: "The only strategy available was to throw up roadblocks between the T cells and their wrongheaded target in the nerves." Some readers may feel that Forbes is overly digressive when discussing her mother's illness, but it later becomes clear how such events inspired the author to write about her own health struggles. Forbes' style can be bluntly direct when necessary: "At least if patients are given the information, it is their own choice to ignore it." This is offset by the author's warm and richly descriptive approach to storytelling: "We had met in the whirl of the dance floor, briefly clasping hands to make circles and allemandes." Forbes presents a compellingly textured, informative memoir that lucidly examines the medical decisions facing MS patients and encourages a proactive mentality. Sharply optimistic, frank, and inspiring writing about MS.

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